Tuesday, June 16, 2009

One Nation Under Clouds - Jim Griffin





(As published in the Truckee paper Moonshine Ink)
but the clouds are mine......
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Have you ever
looked up to the
clouds floating around in the sky and
seen a bird, or a fish, or a tree? Or,
maybe caught a cloud from the corner
of your eye and wondered, wow,
what's that cloud going to do next?
Clouds seem to have an energy
draw in every collection of ice crystals,
equaled by nothing else offered in
nature. Clouds can twist and turn creating
new forms by the second, opening
up ever changing paths for our visual
cortex to escape into.
Yet, the notion that this mass of
frozen crystals, and winds, floating in
the atmosphere, being an orchestrated
piece of "Natures Puzzle" can conjure
a mixed bag of feelings. Infatuated by
all in nature, it is "The Ancient
Ancestors" of this land who realized
that all these shapes and forms were
more than just that.
Clouds could've represented the
coming of rain, water, and moisture for
their crops. Clouds could've represented
snow, meaning hard times, as harsh
weather meant more difficult hunting.
Clouds surely represented change,
renewal and fertility. Or, clouds
could've simply lit up "Father Sky" in all
his glory. As a whole, they became
known as "The Cloud Nation", of which
was given great reverence by all.
A different time and a different
thought pattern. A "Cloud Nation", an
apparent paradox, in modern terms.
But that was when "Native Mankind"
meant, native, man, kind. A time when
man had kindness for all living things;
a broader respect and more encompassing
balance for each of our
Mother's Nations. Our ancestors understood
unity in the nations, meant unity
for all things put on this earth.
Harmony with nature comes from
the harmony found in nature. Riding
the Summit Chair Lift at Alpine
Meadows Ski Resort on a beautifully
crisp early March morning, my eyes
were invited to observe a few sparsely
littered, cirrus clouds dancing in the
blue of the Tahoe sky. Cirrus clouds
love to swirl and slither as they stretch
and disfigure into new shapes traveling
in jet stream winds.
As the day grew older my sweetie
and I watched cirrus and strato cirrus
clouds being blown to the east. We
were enjoying the 90 inches of new
powder on the slopes, but the ride
back up became as enjoyable as the
face shots going down. So here were
these light and airy clouds being blown
over a high ridge, by lower-level upper
winds. Yes, the perfect formula for
forming a lenticular cloud, more popularly
known as a spaceship cloud.
We watched as the first few clouds
morphed into a long cigar-like shape,
with a bubble in the middle, the classic
"Lenny". Each lift-ride up we watched
as cloud, after cloud, emptied the blue
of the west, and piled up over Mount
Rose into one of the biggest, and most
layered, "Lennies" I'd ever seen. With
eyes wide opened, I drifted into a fresh
space in my mind, just to close them,
setting my mind's eye free, to hover
deep within this massive wonder of
nature.
You know, we're all allowed to be
fascinated with Nature! But it's so easy
to take it all for granted; to gaze to the
sky, and miss it all. Some see no blue,
and it makes them feel blue. Or some
might see clouds, and it reminds them
of bad weather, or aggravates a joint in
their hand. But it is the clouds that add
contrast to the blue, and put the finishing
touches on "Our Mother's" daily
masterpiece.
Clouds are the winds of "Our
Mother's" breath, whisking the moisture
she has gathered from around
her earth, and spreading it through out
her lands. Have you ever noticed the
sun setting against the azure blue of
the western sky? Beautiful, yes. But it
takes only one cloud to reflect, and
bounce the sun's rays about, to show
its true beauty. Or the way a stormy
cumulus cloud can absorb the sun's
energies from the rear, allowing its silver
lining to shine through.
I remember an early winter sunset,
it was cloudless to the west, but, there
were still incredible pastels filling the
sky. I turned to the east to see a huge
pink, and puffy, cloud wrapped around
the top of Mount Rose. Illuminated by
the sun's shimmering rays, as if the
"Cloud Nation" was placing its hands
over the head of the earth, and giving
the mountains a Deeksha Blessing. A
Oneness Blessing for all time. I could
hear the songs of "Our Mothers"
breath in the wind. I could feel
"Mother Earth's" and "Father Sky's"
and "The Cloud Nation's" Oneness.
Talking to a "Good Old Timer" who
recently reminded me how wisdom,
respect and mindfulness are closely
related. This "Modern Elder" made me
think that wisdom and respect for
"Mother Nature" and all of her
Nations' must be passed down. That
respect starts with yourself, and grows
with respect for your elders and your
surroundings. My old friend said, "The
further we get away from nature, the further
we get away from ourselves". We
are part of our surroundings, as much as
our surroundings are part of us.
The missing link in our thought patterns
of today compared to those of
our ancestors is mindfulness. Take the
time to listen to the wind, hear it in
the shimmering of a leaf on a limb.
Take the time to see the wind bring
out the colors of the sun in a cloud,
fracturing it's light and creating a
"Sundog", a mini rainbow in the cloud.
Take the time to feel the wind raise
goose bumps on your arm. Know that
we are as vulnerable as the earth and
the sky, and our actions upon "Mother
Earth" and "Father Sky" and all their
"Nations" are acts upon us in kind.
Love your Mother, and she will love
you. Take the time to give thanks to
"The Cloud Nation" next time it brings
us powder. “Thanks” is the simplest,
and strongest of all types of respect.
The more we learn from Nature, the
more we learn about ourselves.
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~ Jim Griffin loves clouds. He
lives in Truckee and can be reached
at 582-0705, or skichz@earthlink.net.
The photo was taken by Jim at
Mt. Rose.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Flickin Channels


I love TV as much as the next person but what in the heck is going on with reality tv lately..or not so lately...Drama sells I suppose. You know its pretty bad when you can't tell the Alaskan fisherman from the Real Housewives of some city. The lumber jacks are acting like chainsaw wielding drama queens as well. Maybe those jackasses from OCC started it. Scream and yell and break a door. Just interesting how incredibly non creative the forces are in the TV executive world. Something sells and jump on the bandwagon. We can act like jackasses for 24 hours a day with inappropriate behavior but god help us if we show a nipple. A little nipple is what the world needs. That's me theory and I'm sticking to it. If we could combine 4 of these shows into 1 it might actually be interesting. I would put Brett Michaels on the Alaskan fishing boat and combine the lumberjacks with the real house bitches from some city. Maybe have Flavor Flav design a motorcycle shaped like a big ass clock....Who in the world can keep up with a Kardasssians? I think they should have to keep up with the rest of the world. Cheers!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

My House


So it's been awhile since I've owned a house. Finally after much searching and frustration I found the house for me. I love this place and it's walking distance to most of the folks I ride with at lunch.

http://picasaweb.google.com/srussel459/MyHouseMay302009#

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

A Wednesday...must have been


Woke up in a stupor
Guess it's time to face the pooper
Sometimes I feel like superman
Sometimes I'm just recuperating

My head is twisting in its cage
My mind feels like a twenty gage
I hope it's just a passing stage
My heart's not red it's
Beige

And its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know
But I think I'll tell you all that I know
Try to tell you all about it thought you
Might've heard i doubt it
Everyday's a waste I know everyday's a funeral

I'm cutting out I'm feeling lost
I've lost my mind I'm Mr. Frost
I've collected all the evidence
I'm off the edge I'm on the fence

And its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know
Well I think I'll tell you all that I know

I don't want to be alone I want to be a stone
I wanna sink to the bottom of the ocean
And lie there with you til I'm gone

At the bottom of the big blue sea
Just you and me At the bottom of the big blue sea
The bottom of the big blue sea
Just you and me At the bottom of the big blue sea

I know I'll never know nobody
Better than I know myself
But I can't even figure out
Just what the fuck I'm all about

I'm sinking, I'm swimming no wait a minute
I'm drowning no I ain't kidding around
Sometimes i think i'm gonna make it
Sometimes I fake it

And its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know
Well I think I'll tell you all that I know

Anywhere and everywhere
Made up my mind it's getting weird
It's queer to think it might not
Get much better than today I fear
Won't know true happiness
I tried so hard I did my best
My best wasn't good enough
Oh god I hate this stuff

And its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know
Well I think I'll tell you all that I know
I don't want to be alone I want to be a stone
I wanna sink to the bottom of the ocean
And lie there laugh there with you laugh
Yhere with you til I'm gone

At the bottom of the big blue sea
Just you and me At the bottom of the big blue sea
the bottom of the big blue sea
Just you and me At the bottom of the big blue sea

And its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
And its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHMTvHxWfX8

Saturday, March 28, 2009



Religion Thoughts
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How can people look at others with different beliefs and somehow through the reading of their own preferable text justify superiority? If god created us then he must be present in each and every one of us. Why do we look to the bible to find answers when the answers are written in the DNA and lives of everyone around us? I'm certainly not against looking to the bible for answers but those answers are transitory at best. If you were god, would you create a mysticism so confusing that it would create 50 different factions to understand it? Would you create a son to be a savior to all of humanity and have him not write one word concerning salvation but leave the task of documenting to his followers and the followers of his followers long after the fact? I think this life can be so harsh that its very easy to understand anyone trying to paint a blissful picture of the afterlife. What I don't understand is the rules it takes to get to this supposed afterlife. Live like an animal and ask for forgiveness and pretend to believe and you have a hall pass. I for one like the idea of the hall pass, but is that real? Its very easy to look at text and find many meanings. Is this good or bad? If you were god would you want the answers written in text? If you spoke a sentence to me would you want me to understand it or try to untangle some kind of mystery? It would also be easy to control people with the fear of hell and I can't think of a more cruel idea than that. If you think you are god .....you might just find 100,000 people ready to listen to your godlike ideas and make you rich. I guess I don't have issues if people find peace from religion but for those that want to control, judge and implant fear of hell and reign all knowing....I do have issues.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

1 Year


1 year this week...I arrived in Carson City with my shit. I would like to thank the people who helped me get here and the people who helped me get going. You know who you are. I'm not sure if it feels fast or slow but today I was talking to someone from work and she mentioned it seemed like I had been there forever. Hopefully that's good. I feel lucky on many accounts. The economy made my idea of finding a job scary had I not found this job with a little help from my friend(Jeff). I'm working hard, riding hard, laughing hard and still wondering hard. Wherever you go, there you are. Stupid but so true. 1 big spin cycle but now at least my blankets aren't all on the same side of the washer so things spin a little more freely. I really can't say I miss anything on a large scale because as it turns out most of us are trying so hard to survive that the miss instinct gets buried. I miss many little things. A lot of my friends have fallen out of touch but hopefully not forever. No fault of mine or theirs as I would like to believe.

http://eerygurl.blogspot.com/2008/03/last-leg-carson-city-bound.html

http://blaascott.blogspot.com/2008/03/moved.html

Had to add a recent pic. Yesterdays lunch ride...............