Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Desiderata



Worth repeating. I've read this many times over the years but it always seems to sum things up nicely.


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Desiderata Card
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Go placidly amidst the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for there will always be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe; no less than the trees and the stars, you have the right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labours and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul. With all its sham drudgery and broken dreams it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Monday, January 7, 2008

Turn the Page


Its been about 3 months since I quit my job. In that time I've taken a few trips, gotten my sleep schedule completely out of whack and fallen further out of shape. Not what I expected. I was able to get moms house ready for sale and that's the reason I quit in the 1st place so all was not lost. Today they put a sign in the front yard. Anyone who's ever done this before probably knows the mixed emotions that you're faced with. Anyone who knows me knows I've been whining about it for some time. When I move back to Nevada that will be a total of 9 housing changes in 7 years. If all goes well I will have to move again as I am looking to rent until I get my bearings and then buy something. I don't have much to move anymore which should make it fairly easy but leaving people you care about is never easy. Thank god for email! As my father used to say, 'Nothings easy' and so that statement sums up how I feel right now.