Tuesday, January 31, 2012

shake, rattle and roll

I am an animal, no different than any other animal
I wake up and do what I need to do
To survive
Then I do what I need to do 
to feel alive
I am an animal
driven by instinct and habit
I love and hate
on a razor thin edge
but mostly
I stay away from the fence, if possible
I'm driven by forces that can't be explained
in simple terms
day after day I repeat what I need
with my animal instinct and
a bit of greed
yet I sit in a cube
and re-arrange bits and bytes 
to fit the needs of those in need
strange engineers through time
have presented solutions to problems
that end up needing solutions
I can't sleep with all this nonsense
but I have a cocktail
that nudges me into rest
I know people that I really don't know
I am someone who isn't really known
yet I go
on and on and on
seeing my face change
knowing what's in store
I've seen it before
the habit of living
is hard to break
work till you retire
and then it's your wake
statements, conclusions, goals
fuck me
contempt for what I see
..................................
shake, rattle and roll
it's tomorrow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AohLQPTlbOA

Dual Sporting in January

Jesse and I tried to get to Virginia City in the dirt. Didn't work so we backtracked and got there on the road. Was cold...The kinda cold that sticks with you when you get back home....If you're curious, check out the vids that are un-edited(let em load)....In time I will edit this down to 1 good video with music.....Keep in mind that Jesse's bike was made in 1974 and mine in 1994.....Jesse's bike is older than him. This is not gonzo it's vintage gonzo....

http://vimeo.com/35816770

http://vimeo.com/35816989

http://vimeo.com/35816189

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Ya knew it was coming.

The world of instant information has now included info of your 200 best or worst friends via facebook not to mention the latest crap you need to read just to get to your own email. Ya don't have to but mostly you need a home page to get to it and that home page has world events in blocks...Those blocks of the latest missing kid, celebrity fuck up, stock market lies all add up to stress that takes no more than 10 seconds to digest.


 Concerning FB you now know their every hangover, every downfall or inspirational moment....Watch as they workout while you don't.....The unseen affect of this one thing is gigantic...The obligation is enormous. .It's addictive and fun, yes...I've had mine, but at some point you have to question the implications and information that you are presented with. We channel surf and now we people surf...


I am not guaranteeing anything but I hope to rid myself of FB. I'm going on almost 2 weeks and it feels much better not poking around or prancing around.....


There was a time when things were actually a real event. Photography. It was a process with thought and art and I'm not saying it cannot continue but what I am saying is that it's far too easy to snap and load without changing the settings of our point and shoots. Hasn't been that long since the term f-stop and shutter speed are absent from the photographers vocabulary....just 1 example. Dating is another as well as sex. We show our cocks from the stratosphere without actually finding somebody who really wants to see our privates. 


We force ourselves onto each other in so many ways. We're overloaded and I think there will be repercussions. I couldn't predict what they might be. I think in the comfort of your own bed you can see the world but that doesn't mean you are actually engaged. A conversation is engaging whether online or in person but taking it to the next level and actually being present is an entirely different thing. I won't even go into smart phones other than they are a wonderfully addictive tool as beer is for me. Good luck looking down and not around.


I think facebook is basically thanksgiving dinner over and over again....Home for the Holidays comes to mind.



Friday, January 13, 2012

New Year

This is a new year...This is the Crystal Bay Club with Jim/Jackie ...seeing Jackie Greene.....


Have a lot to say.....in spurts...

Cheers 2012...

Monday, March 21, 2011

Perfectly Lonely....

John Mayer couldn't have said it any better....it's not sad or happy, just is.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5owMoJomKcI&playnext=1&list=PLF359A705999FC352



Had a little love but I spread it thin
Falling in her arms and out again
Made a bad name for my game round town
Tore out my heart and shut it down

PRE-CHORUS
Nothing to do, nowhere to be
A simple little a kind of free
Nothing to do, no one but me
That's is all I need

CHORUS
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely, yeah
Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

I see my friends around from time to time
When their ladies let em slip away
And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine
This is always what I say ...

PRE-CHORUS
Nothing to do, nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do, no one to be
Is it really hard to see?

CHORUS
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely, yeah
Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

And this is not to say
There never comes a day
I'll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I'll have to thank the wrongs
That led me to a love so strong

[INSTRUMENTAL]

CHORUS
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely, yeah
Cause I don't belong to anyone
And nobody belongs --

That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it
That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it
That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it
That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it

Monday, December 20, 2010

God

Who are you?  Does it bother you that a significant portion of the planet is killing each other in your name? Does it bother you that people give thanks to you when they are surrounded by the less fortunate? The idea of a person in the sky that has 1 ounce of control is as idiotic as it comes if you look at the state of mankind on this planet.

People praise and give you thanks but are somehow afraid to curse you. I can't curse or be mad because I don't think you exist in any form that I could perceive. If you exist in a form I can't perceive how can I know or be afraid of you?

I can only imagine if I were the Christian god and sent a savior to earth the both of you must be doing back flips in bewilderment saying, 'nooooo, that is not what we meant!' The only thing that is of interest to me is my conscience. I don't know how it knows right from wrong and has for a long time. It wasn't just my upbringing. In my mind if you exist, you exist as that. Believing in written text that comes to me 4th or 5th hand at best by people who proclaim to know how my brain and heart should be aligned is total nonsense to me. It makes sense to others.

When I die I will not fear judgement of anyone or anything. Trust me on this. I'm hard enough on myself for 1000 gods.

It's simply a shame so many people kill in your name....and if you do exist I think you should be the one in fear of judgement.

Enough said,

Merry Christmas - as it would appear that Jesus was one of thousands of decent people born to this earth and I can't fault him for your timing and strategy.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Time Warp

Watched a documentary yesterday called, 'War Room' about the 1992 presidential campaign for Bill Clinton. It featured George Stephanopouloss and James Carville. Interesting how Carville is so politically incorrect. Love him or hate him, he says it how he feels. What is striking is how much time has gone by since. Seems like it was only last week everyone was imitating Ross Perot.

It's just a mind warp for me to think of the issues that were talked about were exactly the same issues that we talk about today. 8 years of democrat, 8 years of republican....Can you really tell why and and when you were better off? Put a different coat of paint on the same ol piece of shit car and call it better....right....I specifically remember when Carter was president and older friends of mine couldn't afford a home because of interest rates. His fault or not..? This isn't a political statement as much as a question to who was in office when you felt you were doing good or not so good.I hear a lot of banter by pissed off people about who's running things and I just wonder if they just like taking a side because it's more comfortable,,,, or they can put their finger on the politicians who while in office, made their lives miserable. I generally, as a middle class white dude can't tell shit from shinola. Yeah, I'm pissed too but I'm pissed at the car and not the color of paint that hangs on it. I'm not running for office and have some drunken picture of me in Vegas show up in some campaign add. 'Do you really want this guy making your decisions?' I'll bet you have the same pictures.

Onward -

I never heard the word email. Mostly they were looking at faxes. The tv's of that time weren't much different than the ones our folks had. Cell phones...ha ..They had some bricks. The technological advancement is stunning on 1 hand and sad on the other. Kids these days(not all)  have the option of being really soft. I totally understand our parents saying they walked uphill both ways to school. I've seen it with my own eyes, kids are more excited about the latest phone than the latest bicycle, dress or whatever...(we'll get to that later). It's easier to write 1 time on FB than 20 times concerning important events. Almost like the greeting cards you get from the morons who take awkward pictures and drool their yearly accomplishments. As if staying alive wasn't good enough. I see both sides. I can have all my music on a small device but then I gotta make play-lists...easy compared to making a cassette tape from an album but those cassette tapes are still with me today even while deteriorating.  I guess there is the gluttony factor. Too much to keep track of.

Bicycles - 1996 I bought a used 1995 model Trek y22. One of the finest bikes of the time. Later to be buried and hidden for some traits I never felt. Brake jack, stiffening up while standing...the list goes on. The bike was light at 25 pds and I've yet to build a lighter full suspension bike. It held up to all the abuse I gave it. Now we have disk brakes and suspension that changes and changes back. I have friends so disgusted with it they ride rigid. Back to the mid 80's on that one. Not me. I'm full steam ahead with something to be named at a later date.

I look back on that period(90's) as some of the best days of my life and watching the show reminded me of it...The normal gain/loss you would experience after 18 years of living.  It's just amazing to think that now most folks have 1/2 their music library on their phone, better camera and the ability to call from almost anyplace on a fucking phone. It's no wonder kids are so excited. My father would have tripped out and it's only been 6 years since he passed.

I suppose as I write this the idea would be that technology can solve some old problems but with it brings on another set that nobody can comprehend.

Peace and Love..Peave and Love...Ringo Starr